I’m a romantic and I have a romantic view of life. Do I have rose colored glasses? No, but they are tinted. For me, the way I approach photography mirrors my approach to life. Optimism. Beauty. Capturing the best that the moment has to offer. Sharing. Loving. Respect. The journey is more important than the destination – because the journey defines who you are – your values, your struggles, your vision, your humanity. Do you remember graduation day, or the years it took to reach that moment? Which is why I document each journey to reach the images I create. The viewer may just look at the images (and they should be strong enough to stand on their own without my words….if not, I’ve failed as a photographer and an artist), but I hope you share in the joy of reading my words and sharing the journey it took to capture that moment. The results without the journey is one dimensional.
For these images, I had a concept for my mask series. The Jester slowly grows in importance (and size) in the image with a model in the foreground. The model would at first be indifferent, then become aware of “the presence”, then be fearful of that presence. Then I wasn’t sure how it would end. My original ideas was badly. I didn’t know how it would end….until I shot it.
Enter Zinn Star…..and how collaboration shapes your vision, which is the second part of my photographic journey. The joy of sharing a vision, someone else embracing it with you and working with you on that journey to realize it, providing their own shape to make it happen and the end result becoming an enhanced version of what you intended. A version you could not have accomplished on your own – Love’s Journey, in an artistic sense.
Zinn’s boy friend was going to drop her off and she wanted to know if he could stay around, or just drop her off. I’ve had bad experiences with “escorts” – partly my fault in being the polite Southerner and not wanting to neglect “a guest” in my home and partly the result of the escort’s attitude of “are we done yet?” So, because of my own limitations, and actual escort limitations, I generally don’t like people hanging around a shoot, unless they are involved in it, like a MUA. However, the more I thought about it, some concepts I had would work better if a “live” person was involved as someone for the model to react with. So I proposed Mr. T (her BF) participate in the shoot as a “prop” – the Jester in these images. He accepted the “challenge”, and without his participation, these images would not be as meaningful. I shot the first three images in the series as I imagined them…..but how to end it? My original thought was badly…trying to be edgy. But as we worked together to create the images…a collaborative bond created. My own world view is optimistic and through this bonding, I changed directions and ended it on a happier note.
So these images represent LOVE’S JOURNEY: Independence and self-absorbsion, awareness of a precense or possibilities, fear, and finally ACCEPTANCE.
And this is my journey to create LOVE’S JOURNEY.
Oddly enough….the artistic’s Love’s Journey mirrors real life. Recently, there was someone I was interested in dating. She saw the images I create, and resulted in REJECTION, not ACCEPTANCE. I’m not traditional enough. I love where I am in life where someone’s narrow minded view of life does not cause me to take off my tinted glasses view of the celebration of beauty and true love. The Journey continues.































